God, im in the midst of the challenge you have gaven to me this year!
Im not complaining nor blaming you.
My heart is thorn part by the people closest to me.
My strong stand for you. god,
it have been look down and critised!
A life where 'fair' does not exist, and have continue to hunt even till the very last journey.
I dont know 'why does people that are selfish always win'?
i question myself for my selfish and selflessness...
im cant say that im unselfish but i can definately say that im learning and practising to be it.
i'll never be good enough isnt it?
my father, my god,
You can see my situation...please heal me.....